I hate it
it took me all day to motivated
is the operating system in my brain so outdated
I am serrated
by terror
but it’s just an error
in my self pride
initiate the system override
I still do have a few corrupt files
that fuck me up every once and a while
I need to adjust make a correction
see the reflection
ask myself this question:

who the fuck do you want to be?
with the crowd stuck or an anomaly?
proud of whacha achieved today?
ya gotta be, ya gotta be yeah
that’s why I ask myself:
who the fuck do I want to be?
with the crowd stuck or an anomaly?
will I reach my dreams?
that shit is up to me, it’s up to me yeah, it’s up to me

it’s those days where you’re not feeling one hundred percent
that you still take some steps
in the direction that you wanna move
when it’s way easier just to snooze
but you choose
to push on through
cause you know who
you wanna be
not with the crowd
but an anomaly
have to grit your teeth
through the struggle of self belief
it’s a relief
that the greats have felt the same way
call my man Leith
if I’m having an insane day
he says:

who the fuck do you want to be?
with the crowd stuck or an anomaly?
proud of whacha achieved today?
ya gotta be, ya gotta be yeah
that’s why I ask myself:
who the fuck do I want to be?
with the crowd stuck or an anomaly?
will I reach my dreams?
that shit is up to me, it’s up to me yeah, it’s up to me

fuck mundane Mondays cause I do not wanna be
another mother fucker who’s given up on their dreams
that category is not for me
a couple of failures does not mean
it’s gonna be that way eternally
success is not externally
measured
you gotta do what makes you proud
even if the world doesn’t think that it will work out
if ya wanna succeed then you know you’re gonna have to prevail
if you do not give up, how can you fail?